Saturday, August 10, 2013
MOM! I just dont know what i am going to do without being able to call you when ever i want? we talked sometimes for hours about everything. But just to hear your voice made me happy.Mother's day will never be the same for me.I am what and who i am because of your love.Today my mind is just now starting to process this after almost a week of hope and anxiety.MOM you were always with me no matter where i was in this world. when i stood on the banks of the Jordan river i was thinking of you and how you would have loved to swim in the same water that Jesus walked on.When i used to watch a purple and orange sunset in the southwest desert i would think of how you would have thought how beautiful that was. And when i was out fishing in the middle of the ocean and i would see a dolphin swimming next to the boat i would think of how much you loved the ocean and its spectacular beauty. So now your physical presence is no longer here, but as always your spirit lives in my heart and soul and you will never be forgotten as long as i am here. i promise to love my children as much as you loved me. See you in my dreams mom. love always. and tell daddy and all of my furbabies that i have lost that i love them all .
